back together

Me and Min got back to 'in a relationship' yesterday...I misunderstood everything...well I was just too suspicious and really lacking in trust when it comes to relationships...probably this is from what I've learnt from other people's relationship eversince I was a kid.

We had little fights for many times before and the last was the biggest as we almost ended up everything...I was mad thinking he was just 'fooling' around with me while he was mad that I did not trust him. In the end, I found out I got the wrong idea.

I admit I am the worst person to engage in a long-distance relationship as I hate video-conferencing, don't know why I don't like him as much when he is online...sometimes he just talk craps... But when we are together, I feel...love? Although that, from the total of about a week together we still haven't had dot.dot.dot as I know I should wait longer for that and my mom obviously would love me to wait till we are 'official'.

Min and me knew each other from my good friend from nursing. He is my friend's cousin and I've seen him around in college off and on while I was studying nursing. And when I got a job in Nilai, we shared the same house as I was staying with my friend. That was when we actually did something together like...drinking and talking? I got no idea about his feelings for me then, until when I came to UK. We started to chat almost everyday, till now.

I actually got a headache now...haiz...'aunty' came....hoping all my naan bread, chicken madras, onion bhaji and vegetable curry will supply me the energy back!

food~~~

it's the time of the month where I need to eat one hearty meal! Ordering Indian tonight! Allowing myself once a month for this privilege since it's so expensive!

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i just read in fb a girl posted on his wall saying he was just 'flirting' with me...

i'm shocked...i don't even know this girl...

how am i to trust any guys after this???

Module 6 here I come!

Though I have not attended my gerontology conference in July, I still got some idea of what I want to write for my last module since I already got the conference list of topics that will be presented. I choose to write about Elder Abuse! Sounds interesting to me. I have written about the different culture's perspective on ageing, continuing care policies in UK, retirement communities in UK and a biographical one about dementia.

I will try my best to get this one done this week...!

Oh yeah, I've just bought a Masquerade Postgraduate Ball ticket from my friend which will be on this Friday!!! Something to look forward to eyy ;-)

Need to find some cheap lady sandals tomorrow heheee... :-P

Look at me - I'm old!

Hey,

Look at me in 20 years from now!



Make yourself older! See your face in 20 years

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Walk on water (Liquid Mountaineering)

hahahaha

I'm watching a diet show and there's this lady who is at least 50 years old said she replace chocolates for he lack of sex! Hahaha and she's eating so much of them as she has a high sex drive...my gosh...

..okay stupid brit kid outside stop playing the guitar...his guitar playing isn't all that bad but somehow it just reminds me of Min. Not sure how long we will go on like this but if he just let things go by and do not take any initiative to do anything then neither will I...

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qqboy2009@hotmail.com said (Yesterday at 11:47 AM):

yesterday wo shi jk

ni shi serious

if ni jen de yao like dat

wo yo mei yo shuo liao

wo jen de

qqboy2009@hotmail.com said (Yesterday at 11:48 AM):

jen de mei yo shuo hua liao

take care

Had a bad day yesterday

My day was all fine until later in the night when I got some issues with Min online. Till now, I still do not believe in love and when he's joking all the time it really did not help. Telling you the truth, I am a very serious person who takes things seriously. And he is just one easygoing lad. I had enough and went offline and even changed my facebook status (which is quite cruel, i feel). But this is me I guess. So I had a bloody damn lousy night crying for abit...feeling all lousy.

Tried to go into bed and sleep but the damn drunken british kids outside were making a hell of a noise ( I opened my both windows wide as it is really HOT even in the night thesedays).

Then I got a text from budz. Her friend is booking for our flight already. I agreed to go to Bali with her next year after knowing that her friend is getting free air tickets. But after thinking twice, I felt that I could not go as I might be working by that time and it would not be easy to take leave for 6-7 days. I'm even worried about taking leave for my graduation in UK...so after thinking, I had to tell her I could not go and in the end it made me feel even worse.

But today is much better. I met with my professor. Discussed about my work and talked for abit. We had a good talk, well atleast I feel we did. He complimented on my work saying how much it has improved and stuff which made me feel so so much better! I think he was impressed of how I got my 4000 essay done right on time even though I got stranded in Malaysia...he even postponed the duedate 2 weeks later but I still got it done on the original duedate.

The only thing is my plan of doing my last essay right ahead of time need to be delayed as we need to attend the conference in July first to get the rough idea of what we want to write...well...luckily I have not written much! Just 700 words...so I did not really waste my time hahahah...

So I got to say, I had like the worse night in UK yesterday but thank God I feel so much better now. I may seem like a twig but in fact, I am a rod of steel. But then again, when steel gets rusty it goes through some corrosion. That happens :-)

He is the one going to win American Idol next week!!!

LEE DEWYZE!!!

I'm crazy over him now hehehee :-P

warm milk~

Just had a cup of warm powdered skimmed milk...yummy. I have been trying to find powdered milk in supermarkets and did not find them until yesterday when I saw it displayed right in front of me...guess it has always been there but did not open my eyes big enough hahaha. Sometimes, I like drinking warm milk in the night when I am hungry. I have this electric kettle in my room so I make hot drinks whenever I want.

I am starting to do my last essay EVER(except for the dissertation) now. It is actually due on July, but I want to get it done since I have the time and then I could give my full concentration on my dissertation. Will get it done in two weeks time. However I am feeling quite lazy lately, and now I am feeling contented with my almost 500 words written today.... I have another 3500 words to go in 10 days. Lots of time actually. But tomorrow I want to wake up feeling all refreshed, putting my lazy arse behind!

Hmmm..yeah should concentrate on my essay for these two weeks as I might be busier in June with my volunteering and spending time with my Canadian friend who will be back from her Europe trip. Then in July, I have to be in London for 3-4 days to attend a conference and also present my poster which I will do next month (it's only a 400 words thing).
Then come August! Will probably get busy with my dissertations doing final drafts I hope! Then go home the next month! Yay!

gay

I often go out to Newcastle for sundries shopping, and have met this gay man a couple of times already. How do I know he is gay? He is slim, has an earing on one side, usually wear tight jeans, wears wristbands and some other accessories...kinda have the Elton John look only he is much slimmer...well he is old...like 50 or so cause I can see wrinkles on his face. He could be Elton John's ex-bf. And today I look into his grocery bag, and in my head says "Ooo...gay food..." Not sure when I have turned so critical and nosy...

got my assignment done on time ^_^

Finished my second last assignment of 4027 words today! Feel relieved! Sent to my tutor who is in Ireland now to check my work and he's happy with it so I submitted it after some minor improvements to it.
Just got one more module and then dissertation... it's going by really fast!

Just had my dinner...choc muffin! Damn Good! Really full now. Yesterday I ordered Chinese again and I ate 5 spring rolls, Chow Mein, and a vegetable with chicken dish! Was so damn full! Eating heavy dinner for me is like having an affair! You crave for something you that will make you high but in the end it's just GUILT GUILT GUILT.... So am thinking twice before I order my next dinner. Ofcourse this does not apply when I am at home since when I'm there, I obviously move about more and the food is ofcourse so MUCH better!!!

nice day ^_^

walked to the library to get some books, looking at those Brit students and this nice cool weather...thinking I'm just lucky to be able to be here for my 1 year studies...I will treasure the experience I have for life!

then had lunch with my gal friend from Brussels...

and went back to my room for an afternoon nap but returned a phone call I received in April when I was away in Malaysia. Turned out to be I will be volunteering in the hospital soon! I went for an interview about 2 months ago and my training will be in June.

Finishing my second last 4000 words essay by tomorrow and then try my best to get my last assignment done by end of this month. Then I have 3 whole months to focus on my thesis. Feeling I am getting back on track now that I'm almost done with my research proposal.

Gonna spend the rest of my 3-4 months here with the balance of work, rest and play ^_^ I am just feeling lucky to be able to do this! And I definitely won't be able to do this without my family who have been so supportive and I thank God for that.

i bought watermelon, honeydew and cantaloupe today...Happy Melons Day!

...wah the battered sweet sour chicken so damn much...like a platter for a party....nice but too much ady hahaha....next time won't order this dish. Now my stomach stopped complaining...I think it is finally happy after 1 week of improper meals. Start watching my diet again tomorrow! Cannot let myself gain any weight!!!

Am too hungry to diet today...stomach making sound and feeling sourish inside no matter how much milo I drink or rocky biscuit I eat. Have not been eating proper meal eversince in Malaysia. So I ordered Chinese food for dinner tonight :-P Need a break today, don't want to go overboard with my goal of losing weight.

interesting for people like me who is trying to lose some weight!

The average person (young female) needs to consume about 1800 - 2000 calories.
If u eat 700 a day, thats a net loss of 1300 cals a day.
To lose 1 pound, you need to lose 3500 calories.
So in 3 days, you'd lose a pound.
5 weeks is 35 days, so you'd lose about 10 pounds.

with a bit of excersize maybe up to 15pounds

listening to Justin Bieber

Baby baby....which got my mom irritated when I played it back to back when I was at home in Malaysia hahaha...

Day 5 in UK

I have landed UK safely last Sunday and was just doing the math...it is already day 5 here in Keele! I was flying KLM and everything went by smoothly except for my stomach discomfort on the airplane. Still, at that time it wasn't that bad and I managed to twist and turn to take some sleep for abit. I did not mention that on my flight back from UK to Malaysia, I too had problem with my stomach and had to go to the toilet in the airplane and stayed in there too long that the flight attendant forced me out of the toilet (she unlocked the door for godsakes!)as the plane is supposed to be taking off.

Luckily, I managed to control my bowel right till I reached Manchester airport and then I started purging. Then I went to the airport railway station and continued purging. It went on when I reached Picadilly railway station and controlled the urge to purge while in the train and while waiting for the bus to my university. I got to my hostel and continued purging. Total numbers was about 12-15 times huge amounts of fluid.

I then took a rest and woke up shivering...so badly that I could not wake up. I shivered for about an hour and I thought I needed help. I called the Health Clinic on campus but it was a Sunday so it was closed. I called the university nightline but it wasn't during the night so nobody picked up. I could not find my notebook with my friend's room phone number. So I called 999.

After an hour or so, the ambulance came. One lady and her male assistant came and checked my pressure, blood sugar, temperature and asked some medical questions. After they took my temperature, which was 39.5 celcius first take and they re-took, it was 40 celcius. So they said they need to bring me to the hospital for treatment. I refused obviously! I said I am better in my own room resting as I know how hospitals are! So I signed a form and they advised me to take panadol every 4 hours which helped and I too drank lots of water. And they also advised not to cover myself too much when shivering as it will make me feel worse, they are right...I felt worse when under my thick blanket.

And today I am back to normal. Just that I lost 1 kg which is good! I actually planned to lose some weight. Told my mom that I want to lose 10 kg hahaha... Eversince the time when I was the heaviest in UK, I now have lost 3 kg. So I have about 7 kg more to go... I don't plan to eat those fattening chips and fries right here. The food in Malaysia is more worth eating no matter how fattening they might be. So another 4 months, I can wait! Also, I spend less if I eat less hahaha.

Now I am working on my assignments and I plan to finish one by next week and another one which is my last assignment by end of this month. Then I have all the time to do my dissertation. I also will be going to London for my first time in July for my poster presentation.

Will be flying back again to home for good in September and I hope to look for a nursing job in Singapore. I plan to take an intensive Mandarin course while in Malaysia. If everything goes well, my parents might be coming to my graduation in July next year...if that happens I plan to atleast contribute something for the trip by then. My dream is to go Europe with my family because I know my mother would love to do that!

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