The only grandfather I had passed away yesterday morning. I was abit shocked but sort of knew that this could happen. Lately he hasn't been very well, he was really weak and slept all day long. How long can a person live without eating and drinking much. My grandfather wasn't sick. He didn't have any diseases or felt sick like fever or anything. It was just that he's giving up by not wanting to eat or drink. Nobody, not even my mom or aunt can force him and he said he would pull the feeding tube when the nurse tried to insert it.
In the few nights, the selfish me prayed that 
he would regain his appetite to eat and therefore retain his energy to live like 
he used to again.
The thing was, my mother dreamt of my late grandmother the night before my grandfather died. Honestly, we felt that they are ready to reunite with each other up there now. I think my grandma really misses my grandfather. Sometimes you may not want to be superstitious or anything but there are times you have to believe in these stuffs. Plus my mom told me that my grandma looked fit and younger than the time she passed away. I believe that when an old person especially passes away, his soul that will remain in the other world will be the one before they got really old and sickly. Surely I will miss him, his loud voice
shouting at my dogs when they bark, him rhyming "Rain rain go away, come again another day"
when it rains, his clapping and whistling. But I guess it's time for him to go, it was his own decision that he made clearly.
I definitely know that my grandfather is resting in peace.

watsons

Today I went to watsons to buy some stuff. Then went to the counter and paid. The idiot asshole cashier gave me the old 1 ringgit notes that is not valid anymore as my change. He bloody thinks I'm stupid or what. So I asked him to change that note to the new one. He's damn lucky I didn't scold him.

Yay! Finally, I get to throw my books again (temporarily)! I'll be having a long semester break this time and my class starts only on January. Time passes by like a rocket shooting up the sky, it has been 2 years since I joined nursing!
Next year is my final year already and I need to flash back whatever learnt eversince the 1st semester for the Nursing Board Exam.
Oh ya, the exam was erm I must say quite tough hahaha...the lecturers are not letting us go through that easily. Practically cracking my head for each questions and it didn't seem like it would 
end when you have 100mcqs. However, it should be okay though.

Exam cmg(posted usg hp again...)

Next wk will b my finals exam. Got only 2 papers this sem though. Musculoskeletal,eye,ent,central nervous sys and Community health nursing. And yay, no osce!

Lucky me

Today we attended a Deeparaya celebration in the college for nursing students. We paid Rm15 for it. After lunch, they have this lucky draw and i told my friends mine would be in the lucky draw. 7 numbers are called one by one and next, my ticket no. 430 was called out. Received an envelope frm my head of department with a piece of paper. It's written saying to collect the gift on thursday! Omy...and i guess the gift probably will be a pen or keychain or t-shirt hahaha. Anyway, i feel damn lucky!

Tong shui...yum yum.

Warm barley with dried soy bean pieces(tau kee) and gingko, made by my mom.

Try this! Freaking true....

http://www.learnenglish.org.uk/games/magic-gopher-central.swf

here i come........

beautiful, ain't it? Can't wait!

Yummy

Pouring thousand island sauce on my chunky tuna.

Omy.......

My exams are just around the corner. I kinda just realised it about few minutes ago when I checked into my college website's academic calendar and it shows that I got only next week left to prepare for my finals DAMMIT.... For the info, I haven't been really studying and have been hardly touching my notes for almost 8 weeks, that is eversince I went for my practicals in Lumut hahahaha. However, I'm lucky that this semester I got only 3 subjects to prepare for. 2 theories and 1 practical. Hopefully I'll do well eventhough I am really lazy to study now. Today's been a relaxing day for me, have been shopping, chit chatting online and watching tv.... Aiii....wish I can do all this without feeling guilty. But it's okay....coz December's approaching quickly. I can't wait to go to the My Chemical Romance concert with budz. Other than that, how I wish that I could go to Macau with my friend who will be visiting her brother. I don't feel like spending that much of the money on holidays at the moment...hopefully I could find a cheap hotel that's pleasant and comfy.... Oh shit! Why am I talking about my holiday.... I should have my exams on my mind rite now eyyy....

Mrs Musa

I have a nickname when I was in Lumut. I am Mrs Musa, the wife of Dr Musa the orthopedic surgeon. Hahahaha just kidding. My friends like him too and like me, they can't really tell why. He's not young, not very handsome and drives an old proton. I feel very happy each morning when he came to the ward to make rounds. Maybe he has some sort of charisma.... Unlike my friends, I don't really feel that afraid of him because he do ask us questions once in a while to assess the level of our understanding. Hahaha so long, Dr Musa!

I AM BACK!

Whew! Finally I don't have to go back to Lumut anymore. I have been there for 6 weeks and I think that's enough. But I must say, this time I enjoyed the most during my practicals! I hope for the next practicals I would enjoy just as much! This week would be my break for the Deepavali holidays before heading back to classes for revision week and then our finals.