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Just finished my psychology test now and am in my friend's room blogging. I heard Hitz Fm is coming to Malacca this weekend. I felt like going to the birthday bash.....but before anything, I don't think I am going. I even heard Wang Lee Hom's coming Malacca this weekend or something? Bloody hell, I will be missing this chance to meet him in my hometown! Nolah, I'm not a big big fan of his, but he's so charming right? Oh ya, I need to tell that I have 3 tests next week so that is why I will not be hanging out this weekend. Next week will be my last week of lessons, and assignments will be handed up and tests will be given to us. And all of us will be approaching our lecturers like crazy to finish our demonstrations to them.

If everything goes well, I will be placed in Sungai Buloh hospital starting from 13th of March for two months. I will be doing my clinical training there. So if anyone happens to be there then you can look for me at the women's ward. Hehehe luckily I didn't get the men's ward, but then I think if it happen to be at both then is better lah hahaha. 1 month at women, 1 month at men then I can learn more stuffs.

After the training for 2 months, I will be having my finals! After the examination then I got a month break. So, looking forward to hang out yea ;-)

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Holla.... Here I am again after some time heheheee. Well I get to be o9 because I don't have any tests 2mrw and I'm not sure about the following day as my lecturer might or might not give us a test. I am actually pretty busy in college trying to finish all our demonstrations for our practical procedures. I have lots more left to finsih and afraid I won't have the time. We will be posted to hospitals and nursing homes in KL and Seremban next month for our clinical training. But before that, we must finish all our demonstrations and show them to the lecturer. I have over 20 left! Today is a fine day as I got the marks for a test and it happen to be the where the birds are flying in the sky, or where the rockets shoots up...nolah not so high but seems like other birds didn't exercise enough so they didn't fly that high this time. And it was freaking surprising for me coz I thought I didn't do that well. It has been 11 years since I got this feeling again, I remember I used to fly higher of the birds with my maths in std6....but don't ask me how I ended up with a P8 for my add maths in spm okay. Minus the bachelors of computing era, it has been a long long time eversince I felt this way...well I don't feel anything much anyway, so what it's just a test and who cares. But since my life has been so down and bad for like months and months, this is certainly something that cheered me up a little. Thank u thank u....

I am BacK!

Yeah I finally get to blog today~ I just finished my test today for Anatomy paper. I tell you, the paper sucked big time! Why? No, I did study but the 100 questions given to us was damn tricky! And I have Psychology test this Friday. Yeah no ending of test rite? And next week, I have another test! Hahaha no ending~ I guess that's what I asked for. Anyway, I'm the one who chose to study nursing.

Previously, I was working, working and working. Towards the last few months, my superior has been very cold towards me and she used to treat me really well. I do not know how the hell she has gone that crazy. But, note that she don't treat anyone nicely except maybe her husband. Until now, I couldn't find the reason for her cold treatment. My dad reason out that my superior has personal dissatisfaction towards me, and everyone knows it is not regarding my work as I had been working too hard and tolerated too much that at times I broke down in the office. I was extremely in distress. The headquarters in KL did try to help me. But I have no faith for the company anymore. I felt that they do not need me at all. And neither do I want to suffer any longer. The queen of kiasu superior particularly had shorten my life approximately 1 year or more. I don't want to shorten another few years of my life staying there.

It must have come to a big surprise for everyone when they hear I am taking nursing. A couple of years ago, I myself would feel funny or even laugh when I hear people wanted to be a nurse. That was a couple of years ago. But now my perception have changed. I don't know how or why but I just don't think the same of nurses anymore, especially when I came here to study nursing. Everyone thinks nursing is easy, but I tell you what I'm learning now is as if we are just a step below the level of medicine students. Maybe not hehhehe but it's 100 times tougher than I thought!

And I was so so surprised that my dad agrees me to take nursing! My mom always supports me, so she would agree most of the time. This is the only way I can work for my mom hahahah. Just joking, because I must work for hospitals 2 years only I can work elsewhere. Who wants a nurse without experience?!

My classmates, comprising of 67 students are cool. They are friendly and nice. I am happy to have them in my class as they do make going to class more fun. And I thought that nursing students must have acted like a nurse. But no, they are the same, just like me! They feel yucky when the lecturers taught us about patient's vomit and faeces. And they are just as afraid as I am we went for blood test that day. But I need to go again as no blood came out from me! Urghhh....I was poked twice but no blood came out! I guess in the 3 years process of the course, all of us would be acting more like nurses by then! From ordinary human being to brave nurses...hahhaha....

My lecturers.... There's 4 lecturers for us this semester. There's a male lecturer hahaha but he's not a former nurse. He teaches Psychology. The 3 lady lecturers are former nurses. The nicest is the guy lecturer. Today when 3 girls sat at the site of the lecture hall chatting during his class. He didn't even lecture them, but said "Oh, they must be releasing stress." As, the topic today is about stress. Wahahhaha! For the 3 lady lecturers, they are more strict and don't even dare to have your handphone ringing as it would make damn so so angry. And, never be later than them for class as they would be so so damn angry too hehehhe. I was late once, on my first day driving to class and I got it from the lecturer as she said something like, "Nurses must be punctual, and what would happen if ur late for 3 minutes? Ur patient would die." Hahhahaha.....

For these few months, we are very busy going for classes and studying for tests as our class will be ending in March. So they are cramming all the subjects within these 3 months. After that, we would go for training in hospital when our lessons finished. Then final exam and after that only semester break. It is a long semester comprising of 6 months.

Hmmm quite a long post eyyy? So long, goodnight.